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STOPWATCH_HAPPY IS NO MORE :(

  • Jan. 22nd, 2008 at 4:23 PM
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For a the past month or so I've been having problems with LJ. I've been age-locked out of several communities and some dear friends LJ's. (Don't state the obvious!)

So! I have a new account and this one will most likely be deleted. 

Hopefully I'll all see you over at my new journal and I'd love for you to come visit me at wicked_4_tw.


Love all you guys heaps
xo 

You Always Remember What You Kill - story

  • Jan. 21st, 2008 at 6:17 PM
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Title: You always remember…
Characters: Jack, John
Rating: M (violence)

 

You always remember what you kill. It's hard not to.

You look into their tear stained faces and try not to feel compassion. You try not to feel anything at all.

A Star and A Moon

  • Jan. 19th, 2008 at 12:49 PM
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Title: A Star and a Moon
Rating: G
For my

[info]avon_09. Thank you for being my star and for teaching me how to laugh and love. Love you always and forever.

Summary: Musing on Ianto

He is a shell filled with nothing but desperation, nothing but pain. He is a lonely moon in a world full of overbearing stars.

He is a shadow. He is a ghost. He is a secret.

 

Mea Culpa

  • Dec. 22nd, 2007 at 10:31 PM
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Mea culpa -

Her face is pale
Her cheeks are wet
She begs for forgiveness
She begs to forget

She rocks back and forth
Cross in hand
Whispering a prayer
Hoping for it to end

“Exaudi orationem meam”, she cries
“I did this to myself”.
“Mea culpa”.
“I did this to myself”.



Quia tu es, Deus, fortitudo mea: quare me repulisti, et quare tristis incedo, dum affligit me inimicus? 
Exaudi orationem meam. 
Mea culpa, mea culpa.
Christe eleison.
Domine, exaudi orationem meam.

Mea culpa, Domine, mea culpa.

My pain, my life, my diary - 5/10

  • Dec. 15th, 2007 at 8:33 PM
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My pain, My life, My diary.

Rating: MA

Spoilers: Cyberwoman

Parings: Jack/Ianto eventually

Warnings: Abuse and language…. NOT FOR THE FAINTHEARTED

Previous chapters: http://stopwatch-happy.livejournal.com/4493.html

After seeing how painful the Lisa experience was for Ianto, Jack buys him a diary. But Ianto doesn’t write about Lisa, he writes about his childhood.

This is my letter to a world,

Who never cared for me.

Through past and present,

In my search for mortality. 


My pain, my life, my diary - 4/10

  • Dec. 15th, 2007 at 8:15 PM
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My pain, My life, My diary.

Rating: MA

Spoilers: Cyberwoman

Parings: Jack/Ianto eventually

Warnings: Abuse and language…. 

Previous chapters: http://stopwatch-happy.livejournal.com/4493.html

After seeing how painful the Lisa experience was for Ianto, Jack buys him a diary. But Ianto doesn’t write about Lisa, he writes about his childhood.

 This is my letter to a world,

Who never cared for me.

Through past and present,

In my search for mortality.

 
Chapter 4-

It wasn’t till that Saturday that Ianto wrote in his book again.

Never Ending

  • Dec. 15th, 2007 at 8:06 PM
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Title: Never Ending

Characters/parings: Jack/Ianto

Rating: PG

For my beautiful

[info]avon_09. Merry Christmas love!

 

 

“Marry me”, Jack said suddenly.

“What? And live happily ever after”.

Jack grinned at his beloved, “True love stories never have endings”.

 

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Buttons

  • Dec. 10th, 2007 at 9:56 PM
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Buttons - rating PG

Because of

[info]avon_09! She started the button thing and the purple duvet is all hers!

 

Somebody steals Ianto’s buttons...
-

“Well who has the button fetish?”.

“You make buttons a dirty subject once and suddenly it’s a fetish?”, Jack asked incredulously.

“You stole my buttons!”.

“Didn’t not!”.

“Did too you - you button fetisher”.

 -

Under The Fridge

  • Dec. 10th, 2007 at 9:26 PM
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Jack/Ianto. What is Ianto doing near the fridge? For 

[info]avon_09 and [info]haces222 *smirk* They’ll get it....

 

“What are you doing?”.

“Nothing!”.

“That was not nothing”.

I Know

  • Nov. 22nd, 2007 at 5:12 PM
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Title: I know
Rating: M
Warnings: Main Character Death
(It's a bit confusing)

Jack losses Ianto.

“I love you”, Jack murmured when Ianto pulled away.

“I know”, Ianto whispered hoarsely, “And I’m sorry, Jack”

“What for?”.

“You’ve already lost me”.

Jack laughed, “No I haven’t. You’re right here”.

“I’m sorry”, Ianto told him apologetically, “But at least I knew”.

“Knew what?”

Jack turned his head away for a second and when he turned back Ianto was gone.

To Those Left Behind

  • Nov. 15th, 2007 at 11:43 PM
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Title: To Those Left Behind
Rating: PG
Characters: Team, Jack/Ianto
Warnings/spoilers: No spoilers but Ianto dead fic :(

Can be read as a follow on to Breathe Me and Thank You, You're Welcome.

Summary: 

To those left behind, this is my apology.
-

To those left behind the pain is far more great then the departed ever felt.

Ianto, dear Ianto, if you had known how much pain this would have caused me would you have still done it?

My Ianto, how can I go about my life if you are not with me?

That terrible May morning is one that will stay forever in my mind. The morning the reaping angels of the soul returned.

 

Shmily

  • Nov. 13th, 2007 at 6:35 AM
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Title: Shmily

Rating: PG

Characters/parings: Jack/Ianto

It was the morning after the first time Ianto and Jack had slept together when the little notes started turning up.

They started out harmless and confusing but as the days went by the notes grew and so did Ianto’s worry.

The notes said one word and one word only.

Shmily.

-

Water

  • Nov. 12th, 2007 at 9:06 AM
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Because I feel dark today... not related to anything fiction

I need to find some peace
Get away from this strife.
I find my peace in the water,
The thing that takes life,
 
You say I can't give up
You say you won't let go
But I need the water
And now I've sunk too low
 
I give up, just once
I let my body slip in
I let the water overtake me
Deciding to let him win.

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Toaster Travel - sequel to Toaster

  • Oct. 23rd, 2007 at 10:57 AM
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Title: Toaster Travel
Rating: PG
Genre: Humour
Characters/Parings: Jack, Ianto, Doctor, mentions of Rose. Jack/Ianto
 
 
Suddenly there was loud noise and the sound of scraping and out of nowhere Captain Jack Harkness appeared in the middle of the room.
Doctor's eyes widened, "What the..."
Jack looked around, grinned and pumped his arm in the air, toaster attached, "Yes!"
Doctor gaped at him, "H-how?"
Jack smirked, "I proved him wrong! You can travel in time by sticking your hand in a toaster!".
 

My pain, my life, my diary - 3/?

  • Oct. 21st, 2007 at 3:02 PM
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My pain, My life, My diary.
 
Rating: MA
Spoilers: Cyberwoman
Parings: Jack/Ianto eventually
Chapter: 3/?
Warnings: Abuse and language…. BASED ON A TRUE STORY
 
In this chapter during the memory Lisa is based on my beloved Jen and Ianto on myself.
The poem is for Janet, my stronghold who holds my hand in the roughest times.
 
After seeing how painful the Lisa experience was for Ianto, Jack buys him a diary. But Ianto doesn’t write about Lisa, he writes about his childhood.
 
This is my letter to a world,
Who never cared for me.
Through past and present,
In my search for mortality.
 
Chapter 1:
 
Chapter 2:

Famous Last Words

  • Oct. 21st, 2007 at 2:50 PM
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Title: Famous Last Words
Author: Kally (stopwatch_happy)
Warning/spoilers: none, apart from very strange and funny last words :)
Rating: PG
Characters/parings: Team, Jack/Ianto implied
Genre: Humour
Summary:
Crack!fic. Jack’s had many deaths… so what are some of his famous last words?
 

Flaming Bloody Computer

  • Oct. 19th, 2007 at 5:18 AM
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Title: Flaming Bloody Computer
Rating: PG
Genre: Humour
Summary: Cause it’s all happened to us…right?
Inspired by a comment on [info]avon_09  journal…
 
Owen bashed the computer a few more times before straightening up and wiping his red face with the back of his arm.
"Flaming bloody computer ate my porn!” he complained, going back to hitting it.
 
 

I'm gonna miss you, internet :(

  • Oct. 16th, 2007 at 5:27 PM
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I love all you guys dearly but I'm gonna be off line for three weeks!

We're shifting house and the internet's all screwed up :(

So.... I have no idea what I'm gonna do without my lovely email or lj.... I'll probably go into withdrawal....

So, I love all of you guys heaps and I'm gonna miss you...

*HUG HUG* Kally

My pain, my life, my diary - 2/?

  • Oct. 14th, 2007 at 5:15 PM
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My pain, My life, My diary.
 
Rating: MA
Spoilers: Cyberwoman
Parings: Jack/Ianto eventually
Chapter: 2/?
Warnings: Abuse and language…. BASED ON A TRUE STORY
 
After seeing how painful the Lisa experience was for Ianto, Jack buys him a diary. But Ianto doesn’t write about Lisa, he writes about his childhood.
 
This is my letter to a world,
Who never cared for me.
Through past and present,
In my search for mortality.
 
Chapter 1: