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STOPWATCH_HAPPY IS NO MORE :(

For a the past month or so I've been having problems with LJ. I've been age-locked out of several communities and some dear friends LJ's. (Don't state the obvious!)

So! I have a new account and this one will most likely be deleted. 

Hopefully I'll all see you over at my new journal and I'd love for you to come visit me at wicked_4_tw.


Love all you guys heaps
xo 

You Always Remember What You Kill - story

Title: You always remember…
Characters: Jack, John
Rating: M (violence)

 

You always remember what you kill. It's hard not to.

You look into their tear stained faces and try not to feel compassion. You try not to feel anything at all.

A Star and A Moon

Title: A Star and a Moon
Rating: G
For my

avon_09. Thank you for being my star and for teaching me how to laugh and love. Love you always and forever.

Summary: Musing on Ianto

He is a shell filled with nothing but desperation, nothing but pain. He is a lonely moon in a world full of overbearing stars.

He is a shadow. He is a ghost. He is a secret.

 

Mea Culpa

Mea culpa -

Her face is pale
Her cheeks are wet
She begs for forgiveness
She begs to forget

She rocks back and forth
Cross in hand
Whispering a prayer
Hoping for it to end

“Exaudi orationem meam”, she cries
“I did this to myself”.
“Mea culpa”.
“I did this to myself”.



Quia tu es, Deus, fortitudo mea: quare me repulisti, et quare tristis incedo, dum affligit me inimicus? 
Exaudi orationem meam. 
Mea culpa, mea culpa.
Christe eleison.
Domine, exaudi orationem meam.

Mea culpa, Domine, mea culpa.

My pain, my life, my diary - 5/10

My pain, My life, My diary.

Rating: MA

Spoilers: Cyberwoman

Parings: Jack/Ianto eventually

Warnings: Abuse and language…. NOT FOR THE FAINTHEARTED

Previous chapters: http://stopwatch-happy.livejournal.com/4493.html

After seeing how painful the Lisa experience was for Ianto, Jack buys him a diary. But Ianto doesn’t write about Lisa, he writes about his childhood.

This is my letter to a world,

Who never cared for me.

Through past and present,

In my search for mortality. 


My pain, my life, my diary - 4/10

My pain, My life, My diary.

Rating: MA

Spoilers: Cyberwoman

Parings: Jack/Ianto eventually

Warnings: Abuse and language…. 

Previous chapters: http://stopwatch-happy.livejournal.com/4493.html

After seeing how painful the Lisa experience was for Ianto, Jack buys him a diary. But Ianto doesn’t write about Lisa, he writes about his childhood.

 This is my letter to a world,

Who never cared for me.

Through past and present,

In my search for mortality.

 
Chapter 4-

It wasn’t till that Saturday that Ianto wrote in his book again.

Never Ending

Title: Never Ending

Characters/parings: Jack/Ianto

Rating: PG

For my beautiful

avon_09. Merry Christmas love!

 

 

“Marry me”, Jack said suddenly.

“What? And live happily ever after”.

Jack grinned at his beloved, “True love stories never have endings”.

 

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Buttons

Buttons - rating PG

Because of

avon_09! She started the button thing and the purple duvet is all hers!

 

Somebody steals Ianto’s buttons...
-

“Well who has the button fetish?”.

“You make buttons a dirty subject once and suddenly it’s a fetish?”, Jack asked incredulously.

“You stole my buttons!”.

“Didn’t not!”.

“Did too you - you button fetisher”.

 -

Under The Fridge

Jack/Ianto. What is Ianto doing near the fridge? For 

avon_09 and haces222 *smirk* They’ll get it....

 

“What are you doing?”.

“Nothing!”.

“That was not nothing”.

I Know

Title: I know
Rating: M
Warnings: Main Character Death
(It's a bit confusing)

Jack losses Ianto.

“I love you”, Jack murmured when Ianto pulled away.

“I know”, Ianto whispered hoarsely, “And I’m sorry, Jack”

“What for?”.

“You’ve already lost me”.

Jack laughed, “No I haven’t. You’re right here”.

“I’m sorry”, Ianto told him apologetically, “But at least I knew”.

“Knew what?”

Jack turned his head away for a second and when he turned back Ianto was gone.